1 May
I am very easily distracted. 8D Anywho, to try and get my writing back on track, I started a Sons of Anarchy 100 theme challenge. I may one day post those. I’m just too lazy right now. Also, I have my current novel idea formulating in my head. It’s not an incredibly long story, so it’s the one I want to work on first.
Yeah for posting. 8D
12 Mar
Sarah and I decided we are going to do some cracked-up wrestling fic. Because we’re both wrestling fans. And we made a tag team on Smackdown vs Raw. Who are incredibly silly. So, I got some writing inspiration back.
Also, been planning out my Star Sign series. I’ll probably start writing it sometime this year. :3
8 Dec
The first two chapters of my novel have been finished. Yaaaaaay.
In the meantime, I’m still obsessed with Dragon Age: Origins, I just don’t know where I want to go right now (Humans….Dwarves…..Werewolves/Elves…..), so I’m kind of slacking. And I spend most of my time chillin’ on Neopets cause I’m a dork. But whatever. As long as I’m getting some writing done, all is well.
15 Nov
My writing has been dead recently. I haven’t really written anything that wasn’t a roleplay reply in a couple of months. I’m having a severe case of writer’s block, I guess. Maybe I’ll go back to writing random one-shots.
On another note, I’ve been thinking I might rewrite what I have so far of Asterisk!. Mostly because my writing in it right now is weak. And the chapters don’t flow very well. So that might be something I’ll be doing.
And I need to write the second chapter to my novel sometime soon.
Why the hell is Animal Parade not in the stores around here?
5 Nov
Rawr. This is my character Bismuth’s profile for Project [A]esir. He’s one of the experiments of Rekenber. Posting this so this place doesn’t look so dead. @_@
Profile;
Name: Bismuth (real name: Kyle Soryan, though it’s not used anymore)
Gender: Male
Age: 25
Class/Job: High Wizard
Weapon: Wand of Occult
General Appearance;
Height: 6’2″
Eye Color: Bright blue
Hair Color: Dark red
Headgear: Glasses
Extra: He typically wears a bag, either hanging from his shoulder or his back, that contains his teddy bear, Lyons. Sometimes, he wears his hair in a ponytail so it doesn’t get in his way.
Detail;
Personality:
For the most part, Bismuth can be seen as a generally lazy guy. He doesn’t like doing anything that involves heavy lifting and he’s prone to just laze around, doing nothing. Because of this, he tends to stay around in one location instead of traveling about like most people, unless he has orders to do other wise. Bismuth can be rude and sarcastic, and sometimes even childish; when he doesn’t like where a conversation is going or if he just doesn’t want to talk to a person anymore, he usually just says ‘good night’ and immediately fakes sleeping, which he believes is a fail-proof plan. He’s an insanely bad liar, coming up with the most absurd things that are hardly believable but he still thinks they work. Overall, he seems to be a average, everyday slacker, but that isn’t the case.
Due to the experiments and childhood neglect and abuse, Bismuth is not mentally stable. In fact, he’s perfectly insane. As a child, the one gift his mother gave him, besides the gift of life, was a teddy bear that he affectionately named Lyons. Because she always ignored him and he had no one really to speak to, he started talking to Lyons and in his mind, Lyons started talking back. This caused him to constantly carry Lyons around with him because he truly believes the bear talks back to him, and everyone else is just plain stupid because they can’t hear him. In some ways, he even considers Lyons his conscience because he will do whatever Lyons says because Lyons is always right. And Lyons says Rekenber is god, which comes to another point.
Bismuth is extremely loyal to Rekenber. Like stated before, he pretty much believes Rekenber is god and he’s not one to question god. He’s wary of the other experiments when he’s unsure of their feelings towards Rekenber, because he doesn’t want to associate himself with anyone that is against his god. Missions assigned to him by Rekenber is also one of the few reasons he’ll act mature and serious. While on missions, his lazy persona seems to almost fade away and he’ll do whatever it takes for the mission to be completed successfully. But when the mission’s over, he tends to go back to lazing around like a waste of space.
Going past his laziness and his insanity, Bismuth is somewhat of a masochist. He enjoys his own pain to the extent that he likes receiving missions that he has a little trouble with because he gets to feel that pain. On the flip side, he also enjoys confrontation and inflicting pain on others, as long as it isn’t cutting into his sitting around-doing nothing time.
History:
When he was conceived, Bismuth’s mother was a member of the Soryan Traveling Performance Group. She had been a dancer and a singer for them and while in Prontera, after one performance, she had a one-night stand with one of the male audience members, causing her to get pregnant. Though she insisted to the other members of the group, their leader refused to let her get rid of the baby, saying it was her fault and she had to deal with it. Because of this, she became bitter towards the life inside of her and tried to not take care of herself so it would die before it was born, but in the end, she gave birth to a sickly baby boy while the group was in Rachel.
For the next few years, Bismuth lived a rather happy existence. Though his mother was neglectful of him and only interested in spending time with men, the other members of the group all had a hand in raising him. He was somewhat sickly as a young boy, and couldn’t pull his own weight around their camps, but the others loved him nonetheless and kept him from being down on himself by giving him easy jobs to do. Bismuth was happy with the Soryan Group, even without the love of his mother, because he had the love of the rest of his “family”. He even started learning easy magic tricks from their group magician and started performing for small amounts of money on the street. However, this would not last.
When Bismuth was six, the performing group had to break up due to the death of their leader from a sick heart and not having any direction that they could follow. Few of the members knew what to do with themselves now and had decided to head to their hometowns. Bismuth and his mother, Elize, then were left to themselves, Elize having no real home to go to. They spent the next couple years traveling, Elize performing various jobs to get by. Even though the pair were left together, Elize still didn’t act like a mother, not caring if Bismuth had anything to eat and hitting him if he ever dared cry. When he was seven, they moved to Izlude. To shut him up, she bought him a teddy bear when he was eight, which he named Lyons and took to carrying with him everywhere.
With his mother’s constant neglect, Bismuth took to talking to Lyons because he had no one else to speak with. After a while, it started to seem like Lyons was speaking back to him. This made Bismuth unbelievably happy because he hadn’t had anyone that was his friend, not since the group disbanded. Because Lyons told him that he didn’t like it when Elize hit him, Bismuth started avoiding his mother. His mother got sick of him after a while, missing the days when she could pass him off on the other members of the performing group. She also missed the days when she could hook up with whoever she wanted without consequences, which she couldn’t do. Not with a child. At the age of twelve, Bismuth was practically sold to a scientist at Rekenber, though to him they insisted he was going to be adopted by her. The scientist Tre, who Bismuth started affectionately calling Auntie, brought him with her to the labs. This was the last time he would ever see his biological mother.
For the next five years, Bismuth lived in the labs, thinking this was normal for someone of his age. Tre would often be with him, insisting to him how wonderful and good Rekenber was. Because Bismuth trusted her and thought she really cared for him, even though her affections for him where fake, he believed her in the fact that Rekenber was the most wonderful thing in the world. Lyons even began saying that the best thing for him was to be obedient and obey Rekenber, and Bismuth wasn’t one to go against Lyons’ advice.
As the experiments started when he was seventeen, Bismuth continued to believe this was the greatest thing that could possibly happen to him. Lyons continued to tell him to endure any and all pain that he felt. The results of the experiments, however, made Bismuth’s mental state break down. His sanity had already been wavering from being raised by Elize; the experiments made that sanity snap. His admiration for Rekenber turned to just short of worship and he began to enjoy the pain that the experiments brought to him. The one truly good thing that the experiments seem to do for him though was take away his illness. The sickliness from his childhood was gone and he turned into a completely healthy body with a completely unhealthy mind.
Bismuth’s experimentation was completed when he was twenty-one and he was let out. He still stood by the idea that the experiments were for the best and continued to be extremely loyal to Rekenber. He typically hangs around Lighthalzen but is known to travel around when he does have free time and doesn’t feel like staying in one place. Even so, he tends to stick in one location for a while due to his ultimate laziness. His typical missions include assassinations and searching for information. He still carries Lyons around, but he tends to keep the teddy in a bag.
Family: Lyons (teddy bear/alive?), Elize (mother/still alive, somewhere), ? (father/???), Tre (“adoptive aunt”/alive)
Other Relationships: none at the moment
1 Nov
Every Story Begins with a Name is gonna be where I post stuff relating to my writings. Yeah. That’s all.
